For the past 2+ years I devoted so much time to crafting.
Don't get me wrong, I love it. It has helped me develop a few talents. Connected me to amazing people, with great hearts and fabulous artistic skills. Tested my creativity. And allowed me to inspire others as well.
BUT...
For the past 2+ years I devoted SO MUCH time to crafting.
I realized in the last couple of months of 2013 that I needed to invest in myself more.
That I wanted to be healthy Spiritually, Mentally and Physically.
That I needed to make drastic life changes.
From trying new recipes for dinner to reading different books at night. And for this DRASTIC change to occur, I needed to make time for it. Which means shifting priorities, sleep habits, daily chores, etc.
When our pastor first mentioned a Daniel fast, I thought (at most) it would be 3-7 days. Cake! Then he said "21 Days!" and I nearly cried. lol. Of course, the fast was not mandatory, but still I knew it was something that my body & soul longed for. At first I thought it meant only drinking water for that long a period; which I could certainly use, to be honest with you, but I soon found out that there are different ways to go about it.
The purpose: sacrificing something you love both physically and mentally, and investing time into studying the bible, praying and seeking God.
This seemed doable and necessary.
I had been wanting more out of my life. It can't just be about making cards, coloring and raising a smart boy. There has to be more to life than just laundry every 2 weeks and Real Housewives of Atlanta. Or checking my Instagram feed to see if anyone is sharing a coupon code to an online craft shop, or what new goodies are available at Michaels. Bottom line - keeping myself distracted with too much of all these things has stopped me from really living life, the way God intended. The way the adult me yearns for.
I decided to take this fast serious. So not only am I going to give up all social media, junk food and any other food that isn't natural or healthy. But I'm also going to stay away from Crafting & Shopping til the end of January.
The most I've ever gone without crafting is 10 days (just recently), when I got sick on Christmas Eve and was forced to stay in bed. I could barely get up since my body was so achy. And I'll be honest, it wasn't that bad. I rather enjoyed being away from my craftroom, if you can believe that! Cuz if you know me personally, you know I LOVE to create.
I have installed and purchased some books on my Nexus (a Christmas gift from the hubz that I didn't know I would enjoy as much as I have been). Started my chronological bible reading for the year (which I've always wanted to do and am excited about finally getting to it). And started a year-long journal.
I'll also be dusting off my 6-month-long Filofax "TO-DO" list; including things like "purge", "donate clothes", "sort through closets", and "scrub the window sills". You know. Things a normal housewife should ALREADY be doing if she were responsible and had her priorities straight. lol.
But more importantly and aside from all that, I'll be seeking God in a different way. Something I've thought to do before, but never made time for. Something I need in order to fulfill the "One Little Word" I chose for 2014; "CHANGE".
And I'll be recording & sharing my thoughts, discoveries and growth; here.
With you.
Don't get me wrong, I love it. It has helped me develop a few talents. Connected me to amazing people, with great hearts and fabulous artistic skills. Tested my creativity. And allowed me to inspire others as well.
BUT...
For the past 2+ years I devoted SO MUCH time to crafting.
I realized in the last couple of months of 2013 that I needed to invest in myself more.
That I wanted to be healthy Spiritually, Mentally and Physically.
That I needed to make drastic life changes.
From trying new recipes for dinner to reading different books at night. And for this DRASTIC change to occur, I needed to make time for it. Which means shifting priorities, sleep habits, daily chores, etc.
When our pastor first mentioned a Daniel fast, I thought (at most) it would be 3-7 days. Cake! Then he said "21 Days!" and I nearly cried. lol. Of course, the fast was not mandatory, but still I knew it was something that my body & soul longed for. At first I thought it meant only drinking water for that long a period; which I could certainly use, to be honest with you, but I soon found out that there are different ways to go about it.
The purpose: sacrificing something you love both physically and mentally, and investing time into studying the bible, praying and seeking God.
This seemed doable and necessary.
I had been wanting more out of my life. It can't just be about making cards, coloring and raising a smart boy. There has to be more to life than just laundry every 2 weeks and Real Housewives of Atlanta. Or checking my Instagram feed to see if anyone is sharing a coupon code to an online craft shop, or what new goodies are available at Michaels. Bottom line - keeping myself distracted with too much of all these things has stopped me from really living life, the way God intended. The way the adult me yearns for.
I decided to take this fast serious. So not only am I going to give up all social media, junk food and any other food that isn't natural or healthy. But I'm also going to stay away from Crafting & Shopping til the end of January.
The most I've ever gone without crafting is 10 days (just recently), when I got sick on Christmas Eve and was forced to stay in bed. I could barely get up since my body was so achy. And I'll be honest, it wasn't that bad. I rather enjoyed being away from my craftroom, if you can believe that! Cuz if you know me personally, you know I LOVE to create.
I have installed and purchased some books on my Nexus (a Christmas gift from the hubz that I didn't know I would enjoy as much as I have been). Started my chronological bible reading for the year (which I've always wanted to do and am excited about finally getting to it). And started a year-long journal.
I'll also be dusting off my 6-month-long Filofax "TO-DO" list; including things like "purge", "donate clothes", "sort through closets", and "scrub the window sills". You know. Things a normal housewife should ALREADY be doing if she were responsible and had her priorities straight. lol.
But more importantly and aside from all that, I'll be seeking God in a different way. Something I've thought to do before, but never made time for. Something I need in order to fulfill the "One Little Word" I chose for 2014; "CHANGE".
And I'll be recording & sharing my thoughts, discoveries and growth; here.
With you.
Great way to start the year! good luck!
ReplyDeleteThanks! :)
DeleteThis is AWESOME! Praying for ya! <3
ReplyDeleteThanks, I will need it! :)
DeleteGood-luck, girl!! It does take a lot of time! And it can take a lot from you. I read about a similar fast from another blogger-I'll get back to you on her blog. Take care!!
ReplyDeleteI loved reading this. I think I will some of these things too. the closets around here are sad. And my girls read the bible more than I do (kiddie bible tho). TFS ! Hugs.
ReplyDeleteCongrats! You have made great choices for 2014. This was very inspirational and motivating to me. TFS!
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